Shredded Prayers of an Atheist

Oh Lord!
Don't you try to prove you exist.
Don't you try to prove you do not.
I am affirming you ain't I?
But I am not.
But who will I then blame for my broken heart?
Who will I approach to repair the shredded soul?
Who should I talk to about my aching limbs that refuse to heal?
You know what?
I am trying to nullify you,
Because you do not exist.